Well, Family... those of you that know me, know I can be loud, confrontational, and love being around people! Those of you that REALLY know me, know that I've struggled with Hiding things for a large part of my life. Praise the Lord for Prayer, Godly Council, Accountability, and transperancy in community, I've seen this stronghold begin to break! Still, I find it can still be hard for me to speak up. There are so many things that I'm thinking, that the Lord has shown me, and even simple random thoughts, yet I feel like Moses sometimes, and even when I know it's a word from the Lord, I lose my words! But I am no longer claiming that.
A few months back, The Lord used a friend of mine to give me a word, and this was it. You ready??? SHARE. What does that mean? Like it really puzzeld me... Afte he said it, I was like.. ummm.. (Awkward silence) I know I'm supposed to share, I've been taught that since I was a little girl, if someone is hungry I share what I have to eat, if they are cold, I share my covers... Like, it really took me back, because I would intentionally try to give, and not be pretentious right. That's what real christians do right? Of course, He wants us to share, but I could tell it was much DEEPER than that!

What did the Lord mean when He told me Ashley to SHARE. It was much deeper than material things, this past season has been one of revelation, teaching, and ohhh soo much growth! He's removed so many of the religious veils that were hindering my walk, my worship, and He continues to break them down even as we speak. He desires FREEDOM in WORSHIP.. in Spirit and in Truth... ah!! And the Golden Nuggets, unless he says not to SHARE it, we must SHARE!!! Revelations, understanding.. We were made for His Glory! Created to WORSHIP Him, in all that we are..everything that we have... so so much!
Okay, so with ALLLL of that said, I need your help! Help me to stay accountable, and to practice boldness and to bind fear. God has not given us a spirit of Fear but of Power, Love and Self-Disicpline. So as this year, 2010, has been a year of Prayer and Consecration..and DISCIPLINE. I will practice (among other things) the discipline of journaling and sharing. Ah ! Obedience is sooo much better than sacrifice. (sigh) so I must add, and PAINTING. stay tuned, I will be SHARING that too.. shucks, I have to DO it to SHARE it, so I'm putting it in the atmosphere. if you don't see anything posted soon , GET ON ME! It's A NEW SEASON, no more hiding, no more FEAR, no more shrinking back.
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I think that's all for now..
Oh yeah!
I'm so excited about this fast that myself and some of other believers will be embarking on beginning May 1, 2010.
Check it out, if you are interested in joining us send me an e-mail.
ahaley48@yahoo.com . we will forward you a packet! ah!! so excited.