Day 80

Jesus is Lord!

The past week has been simply

AMAZING!

This amazing woman of God, a has connected me to the lovely ladies above.. I've learned so much through this woman over the past 8 months. It's pretty crazy actually. I'm just so blessed she has embraced the community, and brought others into it as well. It can be a pretty vulnerable place, yah know? I've learned about rest, about guarding my heart, about being honest with myself, how to think deeper, How important having the word stored up inside and the value of a date with Jesus. SO many lessons, many you don't get, till you are there in that place. But I'm thankful for always feeling that support. Tif, you are amazing..

to be continued..

Day 57

Oh My God is simply Amazing....

So much has happened since my last Log... perhaps I should start with this morning and go back.

So I've been learning finally how to embrace God's sovereignty in my life. realizing, I can't share my pearls with everyone,and that's okay. Sometimes, the Lord tells you stuff for you to know... and to simply REST in Him..

last night I had a dream..

I got on this roller coaster with my mother and my sister Danielle. Normally this would have freaked me out, but this time, I just got on.. braced myself... and buckled in. I leaned back, and the ride started going higher, and i was just captivated by Gods creation.. I saw mountains, and the sky and clouds, and the stars, simply overwhelming... and i just leaned back, and it started going faster, and down hill, then I looked down and i could see the ocean, all of these dolphins jumping and swimming in the ocean. and I was just amazed, and smiling, and i leaned back some more..

(I feel like in this season,I'm to simply rest in God. in my conversation's I've likened this journey to a roller coaster ride,and i typically don't do roller-coasters..I hate the speed, and i come off shaking and trembling, I don't find pleasure in scaring myself. But it's time for ashley to take more risk. I refuse to settle with not TRUSTING God... like, we are called to Trust in Him, and it's in that place where we can begin to follow His leading, His making our paths straight)

there was another part of the dream...

I was at a fair or out door movie and talking to these guys.. The movie was about to come on then I left. and ended up walking past them again, but this time I had my bike.

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This morning and yesterday Morning I saw a rainbow, on my way to work. Whenever i see rainbows, I'm reminded of God's promise... and I just smile. Yesterday the rainbow gave me so much peace, in God's Sovereignty,and HIs promise, that he has a plan for me. and today, while i saw the rainbow, I happened to be listening to 2 Corinthians 1:20 ESV, let me find the actual verse.

For all the promises of God find their Yes in him. That is why it is through him that we utter our Amen to God for his glory.

And I just claimed that verse today, as revelatory in my life.