I'm sooo Saaaaaaad this morning.
In the news I'm reading about how, at present there are people in Somolia .. experiencing a FAMINE..they officially declared that in two regions there is active famine and they expect within the next two months for it to spread across the country.
Phillipians 3:19
Their end is destruction, their god is their belly, and they glory in their shame, with minds set on earthly things.
I'm sitting at my desk with a stomach ache, bc of a recent BENGE.. My struggle in flesh, is GLUTTONY??? really? And there are people I'v emet, while in haiti, tht can't put food on the table. Shoot, on't even have a table for that matte rto put food one. Or in Zambia, I just visited , is considered one of the 10 most malnourished countries in teh world? Really?
I feel like my heart i sso far from the Father's right now.. so broken..so far removed.
i'm tired of being apathetic.. I'm tired of my heart not breaking fo rthe things that break his, and it manifesting in my flesh. I'm tired of not beign disciplined. I'm tired of being so dog-on selfish. Help me Lord to be abetter steewart of my resources. Help me Lord, to feed the poor, and not take more thna i need of ANYTHING.. Put my flesh under submission to your Wil.. Help me become a good example of a christian.
My heart WEEPS.
Abba help me to conquer this battle. Help me to come into alignment with your will.
1 Corinthians 9:24-27
Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one receives the prize? So run that you may obtain it. Every athlete exercises self-control in all things. They do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable. So I do not run aimlessly; I do not box as one beating the air. But I discipline my body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.
John 6:48-51
I am the bread of life. Your fathers ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. And the bread that I will give for the life of the world.
I desire to feast on you alone..
EPHIPANY - I want to go to Somalia..
