Day 35

So today I had a really good conversation with an old friend of mine. I was sharing with him the things that the Lord is saying and doing, the crap within me that HE's been revealing..and How i used to struggle with being controlling.. he interrupted after i yapped for a while.. "well, my time with you , I wouldn't say you were controlling" .. and that made me think.. hmm.. maybe I'm using the worn word.. he was like...it was something..but I'm not sure if it was "control".. so we sat and reflected a while.. then it came out.. I had a "trust" issue.. i didn't trust People.. so i would like to control the situation..bc i didn't trust them to follow through, or to do their part.. I think it wasn't only people, that I've had trust issues with... As i process this.. it's all coming back to the fact that GOD IS SOVEREIGN>.and I've got to REALLY believe that.. and TRUST HIm.. that's why i try to hold onto stuff.. bc of TRUST issues.. but I'm claiming the VICTORY..and I've Already seen the Lord's hand in it.. that crap is breaking off!
Thank you Jesus!

this hasn't been my life favorite verse for nothing..i don't think its a coincidence..

Proverbs 3: 5-6

Trust in the Lord , with all your heart, and Lean not on your own understanding , in all your ways, acknowledge HIm, and he will direct your paths.

earlier, i was online - on craigslist looking for a jambe.. and found a keyboard for 20 bucks.. i figure ..if i have a keyboard downstairs.i will actually practice everyday..bc if i get in too late..i can't get on the piano.. so I got all the way out Glenburnie... only to find..they tried it..right before i got there..and the durn thing didn't work anymore.. so they gave it to me for free..

then i prayed with them for their baby, they had had two miscarriages.. so the trip wasn't a total loss.. shucks...that was probably why i went out there .. God knows.. anywho..

Got back ont is side.. picked up some corn, romaine lettuce, no sugar added 100% Grapefruit Juice raw cashews and .. then went to home Depot, and got some particle board, and wood..to PAINT ON!

oh Glory.. the Joy of the Lord is my Strength!

HE'S SOVEREIGN..

11:30 . deuces!