Sick and Tired

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired,

more than just an old cliche from the voice of my 80 year church mother,

It's the address of the place were I currently reside, and I hate it here.

How many times, does it take ?

For me to fall in the same ditch, that has stayed in the same place.

Tired of leaning on grace, but I'm forever grateful for it.

I don't want this to be continued...