Judges 19, was shared with me earlier by the lovely Ms. Chanali, and it stuck out very strongly. I actually had looked at that verse not too long ago, and the gruesome picture of the levite literally cutting up his concubine who had been killed and shipping her body parts to the different houses of Israel. How come, every time Israel is without a king, they act CRAZY! The thing is, they were ALWAYS with a KING, the Lord..
Today was the first time,
I've ever been excited about FREE SALAD
at the office..
crazy huh!? but I tore it up.
14 day's going hard after God's Heart.. I found, that this is something that he continues to reveal, constantly. Lately I've been touched by the Sex trafficking sermons, and conversations. God's heart Breaks for that. A loveless Church, God's heart breaks for that. Apathetic Disciples, God's heart Breaks for that. What are the things that I do, which causes God's heart to break.
I say that I desire for everything I do to be motivated by love.. so the things I choose not to do, is it because I'm not loving as I should?
When I pray a prayer for MORE faith, and a prayer for humility.. Why is it that I begin to second guess and worry about whether or not I really mean that prayer? Do I really desire to go DEEPER in God? If so then why is it that I can spend 7 hours outside of work with friends, discussing the woes of the world and the kingdom, and not spend 20 minutes with Him.
As I've been " pursuing" God's heart, He's been revealing my own heart, and ultimately how FAR from His it is. it's utterly Heartbreaking...
I've really got to get my priorities straight, please come into agreement with me on this prayer.
Thanks.
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