Day ?? - I should figure this out right?

SO my attempt to Blog everyday has been a major FAIL! But I'm sill here.. Hopefully this get's more consistent. So much has happened since we've last convened.

A Number of Dreams I've had, since the beginning of this.. (which I will start to share on here!) My brother started blogging his, to record them,and check for common strands etc. and I thought to myself, that's a really great idea.. yippee!!! lol

Oh, and it dawned on me last night, during my quiet time... the Lord has been literally ORDERING my steps lately.. like He loves me that much.. to give me physical consequence for disobedience... like He won't let me sin in this area. for a while I was complaining about it. But when He revealed that it was discipline,and how he disciplines, those he loves.. I saw the miracle ! It's crazy.. I guess I should start from the beginning bc you guys don't have any idea what I'm talking about! lol

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TOMATO STORY HERE

so about 3 months ago, during a prayer meeting, I got a word that said " eat tomatoes, it will help your skin" at this point, I thought this was incredibly random. i tried it for a few days, but stopped, and said bump this..i don't care about my skin this much, these things are nasty. so I let it go and forgot about it.

Last week, I'm sitting here.. and my face is on fire!! I don't know why..it's just burning out of no where.. Two days of this, and I'm crying out to my firends and family to please pray.. please pray, i don' tknow what's going on. That evening, I asked Joshua, to pray for me, then he says.. wait.. didn't you get a word about tomatoes? like eat tomatoes for you skin or something?" I was like.. OMG!!! wow! yes.. I did.. now it's getting late, and I look in the fridge, of course i don't have any tomatoes, because I hate them! lol! anywho, I try to lay down.. can't do it. I'm in too much pain. I get up , it's now 1 AM and I get inthe car, ad drive to the grocery store. I caom ehome, eat 3 bites of the tomatoe, my face stops burning. I go right to sleep. The next morening, I wake up , my face is on fire, I eat some tomatoes, no more burning. Day 3, no burning, all day.. I get ready for bed, night before I go to sleep, my face starts burning.. like really? are you serious? I eat som etomatoes.. the burning stops. So i reason, wow, I have to eat tomatoes everyday, or else my face burns. It's seemed so trivial right?

I was actually almost complainig about it for a while..till the Lord showed me. the vese in proverbs 3: 12

Do not despoise the Lord's discipline and do not resent his rebuke, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, as a father the son he delights in.

like..wait. The Lord isn't letting me be disobedient!! wow! Like, I pray Lord guide my feet, order my steps..and He's actually doing it through a physical manifestiation. How cool is that!? HE Loves me so much, that he corrects me the way I NEED so that I will get it! I LOVE HIM! ahhh!

(to be continued)

DREAM - 9-22-2010

I was in this room..somewhere.. it was real dusty outide like Haiti or something.. but the room looked, like that room in the bottom of the tabernacle, at camp middlesex.. but everyone looked like there were in America.. like how they dressed, etc.. Joshua was talking about , what if he got hurt..or saying that he got hurt.. somebody had a hurt foot.. so maybe that was him.. I'mnot sure.. but we were waiting for these old missionaries or something to speak.. and people were settign up chairs in the room..like it was Jon Sothern, Rob Herbert, Damus, and Marcus I think.. setting up chairs in this room,a nd Joshua and I were sitting up front..kind of like we were when we did the talk with the kids... I think like the kids at Monroe..but they were big chairs..

At somepoint, I was alittle annoyed becasue someon ate allof my fruity mints.. (random) so.. there were people who came in.. to talk to us, or the seasoned missionary..not certain..but they were trying to get information on how to be different,and we were listening to see how we could support and empower them. Then I heard the word. DEFECTOR LOVE, DEFECTOR CHRISTIAN... DEFECTOR CHRISTIANITY...

it was like a safe house, for defector christians...

So I woke up like defector? what's that? so I thought about defector..when someone is in like a communist country..and seeking refuge in a free country. .

a defector christian..is one turning away from this false chistianity that been taught , going back to biblical christianity I think.. and we were equipping them.